Title: Hands Held High In Uniform
Series: Axis Powers Hetalia
Character/Pairing: Antonio, Sadik (briefly)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Antonio is just really rather tired, honestly.
Note: This is set in the silly and ridiculous cop & robber AU that inquisitorial have been dorking about for a while. Long story short - Antonio is a cop, Sadik is a thief, and they start a very casual relationship that quickly turns very serious. tl;dr this is a short ficlet full of nonsense, derp derp.

( Antonio just wanted to have fun after so many months of work. )

Welp, so, clearly I just can't stop making stuff for this AU, even if it's been nearly a year since it happened.

Anyway, to c/p from my other FST post - this is kind of an AU of an AU of an AU. If that makes any sense. Or, for this challenge, a crossover between Hetalia and Harry Potter. :') Anyway, uh, another mix for a future-verse event that was held at sortinghat_rp, which is where this crossover AU springs from. Aka I'm retarded and spend a bit too much time in fantasy lands. Basically, Harry Potter AU Spain, with the added bonus of an event that sends him ten years into his own future - during the first wizarding war.

TL;DR - Antonio is a wizard, the war against Voldemort starts, he joins the wrong side to protect Lovino, Emmeline, and everyone else. But, of course, shit goes down, and then they run away before time turns back. Yes, I over think these things. And still totally attached to this AU like burning.

The fic in this one kind of jumps around a lot - I tried to get the bits here to fill in holes left in other fic/ficmixes I've done before, especially since this was the first one I've ever done that's exclusively from Antonio's point of view. I tried to start from right when he leaves to his own sort of absolution - which is about 6+ years of time, what. So ack, my apologies for the strange vignettes this has, but hopefully they flow together okay, even if you're not at all familiar with the RP or this particular plot.

Anyway, this was (yet again) accidentally made for singustosleep's July challenge - with the theme of crossover, and the art prompt of primary colors. I have no idea how the cover managed to get red, green, and blue on it but... uh, there you go. Again, my apologies for all the horrible fic inside. And yup, yet again I took some liberties with the timeline the event gave, but it's mostly on track with what had been planned and also played out.

ANYWAY, big giant thank you to confictionery, who, as she always does, helped me read over the fic and talked to me endlessly about it. I hope everyone can enjoy it anyway, even if this is ridiculous. PSST - interested in this AU? Check this tag for more I've written for it. :')

THE DARK IS RISING ❢ ANTONIO TYL FST

( I don't wanna follow death and all of his friends. )

This I honestly have no idea what happened, haha. When I checked singustosleep's prompt for this month - at the movies, with black and white for the art prompt - this was the first movie I thought of. I'm not sure why, but it wouldn't leave my brain, so I stuck with it.

The Fountain is a bit of a weird movie. Parts are about a conquistador and his queen - sent across the ocean to find immortality and free his queen from the hold of the church. Others a modern romance - the woman slowly dying, and the man trying to do everything he can to save her. And the last parts are of a man, seemingly travelling alone through space - a dying tree his only company as he hallucinates about the dead woman he still loves. They all intermingle and form a single story - which can be interpreted a number of ways. But at the core of it, it's a love story, told in three different times.

Anyway, the movie itself has an amazing and very haunting score to it, and I wanted to do something a little different from the score - so, I purposely picked songs with lyrics, instead of instrumentals. This is nowhere near as beautiful as the soundtrack and the movie itself, but I tried to at least capture the different parts of the movie, as strange as the timeline within it is. And, I hope that even if you haven't seen the movie, you'll enjoy the mix.

I WILL FOLLOW YOU INTO THE DARK ❣ THE FOUNTAIN FST

( I believe in anything that brings you back home to me. )

Title: And The Days Blur Into One
Series: Axis Powers Hetalia
Character/Pairing: Spain
Rating: PG
Summary: Spain remembers a lot of things. Spain is also a mess of a lot of things.
Note: A lot of very random, very un-betaed, and very silly thought tl;dr that I did to avoid being productive. Also, my knowledge of Spanish history and culture is mostly horrible, so my apologies to anyone who actually bothers reading this mess.

( The sun always made everything seem bright, and that always calmed his nerves. )

A somewhat quickly thrown together mix for confictionery - who moves from California to Texas later today. ♥ ALL MY LOVE GOES OUT TO YOU BB, I hope this mix brings some comfort. I apologise for the doofy covers, I hadn't the foggiest of what to put on them except something silly... Also bioplague has a track on here too for you bb, I think you'll know what it is. :')

NOW THAT SAN FRANCISCO'S GONE ❣ WE'RE LEAVING HOME AGAIN

( And all those unpaid bills, well, I left them all behind. )

I've slowly been falling more and more in love with these two - either as affectionate friends or lazy lovers. Both are rather warm and loving - Spain, all smiles and sun; Belgium, teasing and sweet. Though their interaction has been limited in the series (let alone Belgium actually existing as a character in canon, what), the bit they've had have been sweet and silly, and their personalities are both as warm as summer air.

This, ironically, isn't very history heavy; I tried to focus more on their general relationship, although a few songs here and there might point towards a certain timeframe or point in their lives. Really, I tried to make it as warm and sweet as they usually are, and I hope that feeling gets across. :') I suppose this could even work for a general "summer/love in the summer" FST, I dunno.

Anyway, this was yet another FST I picked at randomly for months, only to find songs when I'm not looking for them. Originally, this was a request from a quick FST meme from confictionery, and I liked both the pairing and the general mix enough to expand on it. Hopefully I did okay. Cover art comes from here on Pixiv. My bad for using fanart, but it was too perfect for what I had in mind.

Another giant thank you to confictionery, who helped me - as always - with song suggestions, encouragement, and helping me dork over two very silly characters that both of us can't seem to do anything but love. Thank you bb, this is for you. ♥

OUR SUMMER SKIN ❣ SPAIN/BELGIUM FST

( There's something in the water that makes me love you like I do. )

This is honestly something I've been picking at and shelving on and off for months, and I only just recently finished it for real, haha. For something I originally made on a whim, it certainly turned into something I scratched my head a lot over. Romano, you are a very complex little guy, I swear.

This ended up being made (somewhat) for singustosleep's April challenge - with the theme of minor character, and the prompt of repetition. The repetition is in the trees and details on the covers, see? Yeah, it's bad, I'm sorry. I nearly missed the posting date - silly me, thinking April lasted another day - sorry about that! While Romano may not exactly be the most "minor" character - even with the crazy amount of characters in Hetalia - he's definitely not one of the main characters, and that certainly messes with the poor guy's head.

Romano is one giant ball of insecurities and swear words, and I'm not sure I can accurately put into words just what a mess this poor guy is. With a history of being lorded over and slapped around, and a little brother that everyone pays attention to instead, he's got a ton of reasons for his prickly attitude. But, he's still a stubborn little hothead, who tries so hard and usually ends up getting the short end of the stick. I love him to death, and I hope this FST does his character some justice. Lord knows I scratched my head over it enough.

I also want to throw a big thank you to confictionery, who - as per her always - patiently listened to me babble while I tried to figure this out, and gave me some lovely song suggestions. ♥ THANK YOU, BB.

LITTLE LION MAN ❣ ROMANO FST

( Your boldness stands alone among the wreck. )

So er, this is kind of an AU of an AU of an AU. If that makes any sense. Anyway, uh, another mix for a future-verse event that was held at sortinghat_rp. Aka I'm retarded and spend a bit too much time in fantasy lands. Basically, Harry Potter AU Spain and Romano, with the added bonus of an event that sends them ten years into their own futures - during the first wizarding war.

Anyway tl;dr - they're both wizards, the war against Voldemort starts, Antonio joins the wrong side to protect them, shit goes down, and then they run away before time turns back. Yes, I over think these things. And I'm a little too attached to the idea, even after all these months... I don't expect anyone outside of the RP (or really, the friends I babbled at endlessly about Antonio and Lovino during the event) to really get it AND THAT IS OKAY. I kind of accidentally made this mix anyway.

Anyway, this was accidentally made for singustosleep's March challenge - with the theme of AU, and the art prompt of negative space - and very quickly wrapped up so I could post it before the deadline. Seriously, I had this sitting around in my head for a while, and then managed to make a cover to fit the prompt. I figured why not. My apologies for all the horrible, rushed fic inside. I also took some liberties with the timeline the event gave, but it's mostly on track with what had been planned and also played out.

Oh, and the cover art comes from one of 8-go's wonderful doujinshi - I picked it since they were in cloaks, and it worked perfectly. :');

ANYWAY, I hope you enjoy it anyway, even if it's rather bizarre, in and of itself.

SET THE STORY STRAIGHT ❢ ANTONIO/LOVINO TYL FST

( You had your doubts, we had our rows, said our goodbyes, but now we're taking vows. )

Well, even after all the years, these two are still pretty much my top OTP. I love their dysfunctional relationship - the uneasy friendship they share, the constant spats they have, and the trust they both share in each other even with all the fights. They're complex and crazy, and I still adore them to pieces. And even after all the FSTs I've made for them, I still had tracks sitting around and more to add...

Anyway! This was done for singustosleep's February challenge - with the theme of OTP, and the art prompt of stars. The covers kinda turned out... hipster looking on accident. Clearly, stars just make things look hipster, haha. And the fic I kinda... slacked and pieced together in a fever last minute, so I'm sorry if it's horrible and disjointed.

BUT YES, I hope you enjoy it, and er, massive spoilers for the game within the fic, just so you know. I'll love these guys forever.

I LOVED YOU FROM THE START ❢ ZELOS/SHEENA FST

( I say I hate you when I love you the most. )

HELLO TO ANOTHER QUICKLY THROWN TOGETHER MIX FOR TYL AT sortinghat_rp. aka still very retarded. Er, or not as quickly really as I would've hoped, I meant to post this like over a month ago, and then forgot to write the fic for each track and alskjfasf yeah it turned into a mess OH WELL HERE YOU GO. Sorry for how long this took, umerus alskjfasdf.

ANYWAY. tl;dr - Matthew is an Auror, Antonio is a Death Eater. You do the math.

IN THE DEVIL'S TERRITORY ❢ MATTHEW & ANTONIO TYL FST

( You were fighting as a soldier on their side. )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPAIN or at least his birthday in Hetalia canon, awkward date that it is... Anyway. This FST is supposed to focus on him during the Spanish Golden Age, so the tracks reflect that. I was going to have some historical/random tl;dr explanation for each track, but I honestly cannot be bothered right now, so. You get my... rushed version. Herp derp.

MANY THANKS TO MY FRIENDS FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME ON THIS, also a big thank you to bioplague for helping me a lot with the coding, as per always.

Anyway, rofl, no real other comments. Enjoy.

I USED TO RULE THE WORLD ❣ SPAIN & THE GOLDEN AGE

( I have searched the whole world over, looking for a place to sleep. )

WOW man, this is a fst that really I've been working on and off on for the past few years. Well, really it was just a fst that I never posted and decided to shelve, but I finally got the inspiration to pick it up again.

This was done for singustosleep's January challenge - with the theme of villain, and the art prompt monochromatic. Zelos may not exactly be a villain, but depending on the choices you make, he can certainly end up as one.

tl;dr I still love this guy - Zelos, the man who can be the traitor, the half-villain, and the reluctant hero that you grow to love or hate. He's rather annoyingly complex, so I won't delve into that too much. Just know this FST barely scrapes this guy. I tried to allude to both paths that can be taken with Zelos, although it's a little purposefully heavy on one in particular. And uh, yeah, massive spoilers all over for a 6-7 year old game. Anyway, I hope you enjoy it! Oh, and er, one song is a little Zelos/Sheena, but I'm sure you can pleasantly ignore the references in it...

THE TRAITOR ❣ ZELOS WILDER FST

( You are the traitor, and I am thee. )

Two very very gay quickly written horribly crappy fic for sortinghat_rp and the TYL later event.

Title: Run Away With Me
Series: Axis Powers Hetalia/sortinghat_rp
Character/Pairing: Lovino, Antonio
Rating: PG-13 (Lovino curses a lot.)
Summary: Lovino goes to Spain. Antonio decides to visit. (TYL - pre-event/earlier in the timeline)
Note: Wrote this when I didn't give a fuck about how I was writing, so my apologises for how crap this is. Warning: very gay.
( If someone had told him he'd be walking out of Spain with a ring, he would've punched them in the jaw. )



Title: All Those Wasted Hours
Series: Axis Powers Hetalia/sortinghat_rp
Character/Pairing: Lovino, Antonio (Emmeline is there, too)
Rating: R
Summary: Antonio has gone into hiding with Lovino and Emmeline, but things are still not easy. (TYL - post event/if the timeline had continued)
Note: This one I gave a little more of a fuck on. That's about it. Warning: also very gay. And vague sex.
( Antonio was never like this - and Lovino had never kept back his anger like this. )

Not that many people have this comm on watch, or are even curious, but! Just in case you are:

I think it would be fun to talk about stories, but the usual memes are like, "What happens next?" "Tell me about Character A?" Which isn't so much talking about stories as it is writing more of a story. But you know how sometimes you read something and you're like, "I got ___ out of this story, I wonder if I have that right?" or "What on earth was ____ supposed to be?" and it's too awkward to ask the author? Now you could totally ask!

I've heard people say that writing is hard because you have to make decisions, but we never really talk about the decisions we make with stories or why we make them. We talk about plot bunnies, but not about how we actually turn them into a story.

And it seems like a lot more fun to do that than to do working.

So, if you wanted, ask me questions! (Or use this to ask your flist to ask you questions).

What were you trying to do [here]? Why did you decide to ____? This is what I thought about xyz, is that what you were going for? What made you write ____? Why did you decide to do this? And so on.

Basically: What did you really mean in your fic? (Apply specifics here.)

This is a quickly thrown together mix for a future-verse event at sortinghat_rp. Aka I'm retarded and spend a bit too much time in fantasy lands. Also, this one isn't up for download at the moment, only for listening at 8tracks. IT'S A FREAKING FST FOR AN RP HERP. UP FOR DOWNLOAD NOW I'm retarded.

Anyway tl;dr - they're both wizards, the war against Voldemort starts, Antonio joins the wrong side to protect them, shit goes down, and then they run away before time turns back. Yes, I over think these things.

WE CAN RUN AWAY NOW (THEY'RE ALL DEAD AND GONE)
❢ ANTONIO/LOVINO TYL FST

( You said the past won’t rest until we jump the fence and leave it behind. )

I'm out of town and have nothing better to do, basically.

( And I will leave my shirt on. )

the ❝that's my favorite!❞ meme
A FANFICTION PRAISE MEME

Being a bit of a curious doof again, but I'd love to hear what you guys think! I love feedback like whoa. ♥

Hello there everyone! I've got some prints and stickers I've had lying around since a con I did in March, and I'm looking to try and sell some! ♥

( STUFF BE UNDER THIS HERE CUT )

Title: You're So Stupid And Perfect
Series: Axis Powers Hetalia
Character/Pairing: Romano, Spain
Rating: R
Summary: Spain wins the World Cup, Romano shows how much he hates him for it.
Note: The fuck did I even write. NOTE I DO NOT USUALLY WRITE... THIS. Also there are a lot of very lame match references. Yeah, I don't know. Title is I don't know either.

( He hated him, his stupid smile, his stupid trophy, and how stupidly good he looked on top of that. )